"I've been... good, lately." He started to think back to how long, but counting was probably a bad idea. "Almost as long as you've known me, I think." Coby credited Anael with that. "But I have... Sometimes I–" how did he describe this? "I lose myself. Get confused. Go dark."

He ran a hand through his hair, and took a long drink. "Shrinks. Hospitals. Disappearing for weeks and finding myself in another part of the country. Voices in my head. Hallucinations. You name it. Been there, done that."